X Youth

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lyrics

Get up late like, go to flippin work right?
Hours lay before me. Tell me, am I alright?
But it's not right, I'm dissolving inside.
And it's a disorder, something like a half life.
And it's over, everything is over.
I'm counting down the days and it feels like a coma.
Am I going nowhere? So what if I don't care?
I stand amidst the faces, somehow I feel like I'm not there.

And my body starts to fade, but I hear your voice in me.

Can you feel it in the beat of my heart?
In the beat of my heart?
In the beat of my heart, X Youth?

And it's over. I resign and it's over.
I'm counting down all my heroes;
Just an archive of zeroes.
There I fall in the stage light, choking on something inside.
I'll never know what it feels like to make it out alive...

Say it's alright, everything is alright.
Wake up every morning, shudder at the daylight.
But I'm late right? Got to get to work, right?
And its a disorder, something like a half life.
I feel confusion, terrible confusion.
There you stand before me, are you an illusion?
Always in the past, we never met up last week.
Every time I call you, all I get is your machine.

And I feel so lost today
And my consciousness is vague.

Can you feel it in the beat of my heart?
In the beat of my heart?
In the beat of my heart, X Youth?

I'm counting down the days as my desire turns to hate,
And I'm curling up inside and I'm drowning in the waves,
And I can feel you calling inside,
And I feel you cover up my angel wings,
And I accept my final breath.

I scream at God in vain,
I don't believe in anything.
I don't believe that I'll burn in vain
But I'll burn these thoughts inside of me.

This darkness is a part of me,
The sickness comes in violent waves.
Let's burn the fucker down I start to
I scream I start to shake.

Can you feel it in the beat of my heart?
In the beat of my heart?
In the beat of my heart, X Youth?

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from Pink Jazz, released April 25, 2017

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Suicide Helpline Edmonton, Alberta

Suicide Helpline is a Glam Punk band from Canada. Influenced by The Clash, The Ramones, and whatever else your little sister likes for punk music.

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